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- Mood:
calm - Music:Fireflies by Owl City
- Mood:
mischievous - Music:Fallin For You by Colbie Caillat
So, to inform anyone who doesn't know, I did get accepted into nursing school. Yay! It's pretty tough, but I am making it. I love knowing that I am bettering myself..just can't wait for it to get here.
Me and Art moved back in with mama and daddy. My older brother was paying their house payment, but he lost his job so we moved back in to help mama and daddy out, to keep them from losing the house. It kinda stinks, but I would do anything for mama and daddy. Any of my family really.
I still get pretty mixed up in my head. I just keep having to remind myself the important things, and the things that are ALWAYS constant. I love having someone love me so much, and that I love so much as well. Art is a great person. I love him so much. He picks at me, aggrivates the hell out of me, makes me crazy, makes me happy, makes me feel loved, makes me laugh. Just the thought makes me smile. (:
Some big news that has happened. My biological dad passed away August 24. I take dealing with that a day at a time. I miss him so much. It's really hard. I just keep reminding myself he isn't suffering anymore. It just doesn't seem right to not be able to call him. I just wish I could tell him I loved him one more time. I think about him all the time. I wish he hadn't of gotten sick. But wishing and facts are very different. I am just glad that I was close to him, and I got to see him the weekend before he died. I have his flag from when he was in the service (Navy). I am and always will be Daddy's girl! **I love you so much daddy! RIP**
So, I don't think there is any other really big things that have happened. I will do my best to keep updating..by my schedule has gotten very busy..so I am making no promises! (lol) (:
Nicole
Oh yeah..I celebrated my 23 birthday last week. Go me! (:
- Mood:
hungry - Music:Second Chance-Shinedown
- Mood:
sad - Music:none
So, me and Arthur are fighting. It sucks. I just want him to act like an adult, and grow up a little. I don't feel that is too much to ask. I mean I dunno, I shouldn't go on here and start talking about him, I am just so frustrated. I slept on the couch last night rather than in the bed with him. And he left this morning without saying goodbye to me or anything. I just feel like when we fight it goes on forever, and then it's over with. It's always stupid stuff, and he just drags it out. I seriously have no energy left to fight. I just want things to be normal, so I am sitting around waiting on that to happen.
In closing...girls rule..boys drool.
- Mood:
frustrated - Music:Nothing
Ok well, I haven't had a lot of time lately. I never realized how rare it is that I am at home. I seem to stay gone a lot! So there isn't that much to update being that I live a pretty boring life..but I'll try.
I am almost done with this semester of school..2 finals left..both which are tomorrow. I am doing pretty good in school..I am almost positive I'll have A's in all my classes. YAY
Bills are getting behind..I am really stressed about that. I don't see any way to get back on top of them..and it just seems never ending. I am sure I'll figure something out..but until..stressed it appears I will stay. : /
Me and Arthur are doing good..nothing new there lol.
Work sucks..every week I seem to lose more and more hours. It's really pissing me off..nothing I can do about it though it seems except bitch..which I have been..and look for another job..which I haven't cuz I dunno how that's gonna work with nursing school next semester. *sigh*
I can't think of anything else atm..if I do..I'll update again.
Oh, I really miss my friends..I don't see or talk to anyone anymore that I love..: (
- Mood: disappointed
- Music:Alone by Heart
*tee hee*
- Mood:
dorky - Music:Gun Powder and Lead by Miranda Lambert
My mind has been wandering through things I didn't think were possible at this point. I dunno if life has just gotten boring..or if I just can't have a life that isn't complicated? I am loving these things I think about though..they are so fun and different..almost like I dunno..dangerous? haha! There is only one other person in this world atm that can totally understand that..: )
Anyway, onto things that make sense..my life is still just as boring (which I have already stated : /) Last weekend (March 22) I went to a cookout..drank a little but ended up not staying too long cuz there were too many teenagers there. In fact, Arthur and I were the only two there of age. (I didn't feel like getting a contributing to minors charge that night..lol) So we left there and went and hung out with my friend Danielle and her boyfriend Josh. Josh got a fire going and we all pretty much just drank (really just me and Josh drank) and hung out. For us to really have done nothing..it was pretty fun. Until I got sick anyway : / So, of course, I don't know my limits and got really sick. That sucked! I 'bout got fired from work for not going in the next day..that was full of drama! (I do still have my job though : ))
This past weekend Arthur and I, Danielle and Josh, all went to a new mud bogg that just opened up. That was fun. Lots of crazy people who apparently don't mind screwing up their nice new trucks. We just watched. We are not one of those crazy people that want to screw their truck up. (lol) That is the most exciting stuff of my weekend that I care to share anyway. ; )
It sure has rained a crap-load! I am soo tired of the rain..The dam gates are open..so at least there is something pretty to look at I guess. Here is a picture of the dam, although it is definitely much prettier in person!
I am up at freaking 2AM but I can't sleep. It's way too hot in the bedroom..and I definitely have a lot going through my crazy little head! Well, I think I've wrote enough..and I am a little cooled off..so I'm going to try and get a little more sleep. It won't be long 'til I hafta be up for school. *sigh* Hope ya'll enjoy my craziness! : D
- Mood:
flirty - Music:If Tomorrow Never Comes by Garth Brooks
My brother is down again. He and his fiance are split up..so I guess I mean to say ex-fiance. They have a baby together, and he is wanting custody of her. This, I am afraid, is going to be ugly. I hope that it won't be, but Sarah, his ex, her family has a lot of money. So when it comes to fighting, they have a better chance of a better lawyer. I do hope that it doesn't turn out bad. Sarah is a sweet girl, and Brandon deserves to have his baby too. They are both just too young, and I pray that it doesn't take too much of an effect on Ally. On the upside, I love having Brandon down here. I miss him alot, so it's awesome to see him, and he's gonna be living back down here..I am excited about that. I just hope he stays out of trouble. He seems to be convinced he will, so I am hoping that will be the case.
I am loving being on my own..it's been great. We (me and Arthur..obviously) have so much privacy, and have plenty of time to ourselves. We have gotten a lot closer, and that's been great. Granted, the bills suck (lol) but I dunno..it's peaceful..and drama-less. : D So there is nothing else really going on in my life at the moment. I do live a rather boring one. Again, one I'd prefer though over drama. School starts back for me on Monday. I have some pretty easy classes though, so no troubles there. Gotta get started on getting all my transcripts so I can have everything ready to turn in with my application for nursing.
Oh, I am loving school by the way. I have met some really awesome friends!! It's a great school, much better than Troy was. So I am pretty happy about liking the school. Anywho, I really have said mostly nothing important, so I'm gonna end this post. Sorry for the bore peeps. : P
- Mood:
devious - Music:No Rain by Blind Melon
Thanks to my updating on Skwirrals livejournal, I wanted to do this myself..gooooo me! (yes, i know..i shouldn't have said that..what the poo?)
1.) When showering, do you start the water and then get in or get in and start the water?
I start the water then get in
2.) Do you read the labels on the shampoo bottle?
yes..i have wild hair that i must tame lol
3.) Do you moan in the shower like the people on the herbal essence commercial?
No, but that would make for an interesting shower time
4.) Have you ever showered with someone of the opposite sex?
yes
5.) Have you ever been forced to shower with one of your siblings?
yes, when i was little..my brother and i are a year apart
6.) Have you ever brushed your teeth in the shower?
yes
7.) Have you ever dropped your soap on your foot?
not yet..
8.) How old do you look?
like 16-17
9.) How old do you act?
i typically act my age so 22
10.) What's the last song you sang?
T-Shirt by Shontelle
11.) Have you recently become a member of anything?
um..no not that i can recall
12.) What are your plans for the weekend?
working friday..rodeo saturday..working sunday
13.) Do you kiss with your eyes opened or closed?
closed
14.) Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull?
no but i am going to the rodeo this weekend...hmm
15) Do you ever intentionally vomit after eating?
no
16.) If you were working on a pirate ship, what would you most likely be?
the parrot?
17.) Have you ever called anyone a slut?
yes
18) Have you ever been called a slut?
probly
19). Have you ever smuggled something into America?
nope..haven't been out of America
20.) Does playing a guitar make someone more attractive?
yep
21.) Do you live in a city with a good sports team?
um no
22).have you ever finished off the popcorn?
yep
23). Do you have more enemies or more friends?
i feel that i have more friends than enemies..correct me if im wrong?
24.) Have you ever sent an anonymous letter?
i don't think so..if i have i don't remember it and i was probly in like elementary or middle school
25.) Can you fix your own car?
nope..wish i could though lol
26.) Have you ever turned someone down for a date?
yes
27.) Are you smarter than your friends?
definitely not
28.) Have you ever stolen anything from your friends?
no
29.) Have you ever been to jail?
no
30) Do you like the smell of beer?
i do drink beer..but i don't think i've ever smelled it..hmm
31.) Have you ever died or killed someone in a dream?
no..not that i can remember
32.) Have you ever given to charity?
yes
33.) Would you kill a dog for $1000?
absolutely not
34.) Do you sometimes get depressed?
yes
35.) Do you live with your parents?
no
36.) Do you have plans for your future?
i do
X MARKS THE SPOT
You are
[X] short, under 5'4
[ ] 5'4 -5'6''
[ ] 5'7" - 6'0
[ ] tall 6'1 and up
NATURALLY
[ ] blonde
[ ] redhead
[X] brunette
[ ] dirty blonde
[ ] brownish
[ ] dark brown
[ ] black
??
[ ] blue-eyed
[] brown-eyed
[X] green-eyed
[ ] hazel-eyed
[ ] gold/gray-eyed
[ ] silver/gray- eyed
[ ] blue/green-eyed
[ ] blue/gray-eyed
[ ] brown/hazel-eyed
[ ] they change colors from gold to green
they change all these colors
[X] glasses
[ ]contacts
[ ]neither
[ ] short hair
[X] medium hair
[ ]long hair
Your favorite color(s) are?
[ ] navy
[ ] red
[ ] khaki
[ ] aqua
[X] pink
[X] hot pink
[ ] yellow
[ ] black
[X] green
[ ] lime green
[X] blue
[ ] white
[ ] turquoise
[ ] silver
[ ] purple
[ ] brown
[ ] orange
[ ] gray
[ ] maroon
[ ] gold
[ ] teal
[ ] clear (der, huh huh)
[ ] bronze
[ ] don't really care
[ ] I don't believe in favorite colors
[X] anything shiny
Some things you've done?
[X] ice skating
[X] hiking
[ ] kayaking
[ ] rafting
[ ] water skiing
[X] camping
[X] horseback riding
[ ] bodysurfing and (skin boarding)
[ ] snowboarding
[ ] skiing
[X] dancing
[X] skateboarding
[X] cheerleading
[ ] rugby
[X] soccer
[ ] lacrosse
[ ] street hockey
[X] gymnastics
[ ] martial arts
[X] flag/rifle/baton spinning
[X] swimming
[ ] wakeboarding
[ ] tubing
Your personality is sometimes...
[X] talkative
[X] shy
[X] funny
[X] serious
[X] laid back
[ ] strict
[X] hyper
[X] weird
[X] ditzy
[X] sarcastic
[X] slow
[ ] any or all of the above whatsoever
you like listening listening to?
[X] pop
[ ] old country
[X] country
[X] Christian
[X] orchestral
[X] techno
[ ] oldies
[X] classical
[X] 80's
[ ] disco
[X] rap
[X] classic rock
[ ] old punk
[ ] metal
[ ] screamo
[ ] reggae
[ ] grunge
[ ] alternative
The pets you have HAD?
[X] cat(s)
[X] dog(s)
[X] lizard(s)
[X] rat(s)
[X] ferret(s)
[X] bunny(ies)
[X] fish
[X] duck(s)
[ ] horse(s)
[X] bird(s)
[ ] frog (s)
[ ] hermit crab
[X] turtle
[X] hamster
[ ] snake
[ ] gerbil
[X] guinea pig
[ ] pig
[X] goat
[ ] chinchilla
[ ] tarantula
[ ] geese
[X] baby chicks
[ ] none
[ ] hedgehog
[ ] snail
[ ] pirhanna
[ ] seagull
[ ] newt
[ ] scorpion
Clothing Brands you like?
[ ] Delia's
[ ] American Eagle
[ ] Hollister
[ ] The Buckle
[ ] Abercrombie & Fitch.
[ ] Target
[ ] Wal-mart
[ ] Wet Seal
[ ] Forever 21
[ ] O'neil
[ ] Pac Sun
[ ] Gap
[ ] Banana Republic
[ ] Aeropostale
[ ] Dickies
[ ] Quicksilver
[ ] Anchor Blue
[ ] Guess
[ ] Lucky Brand
[ ] Champs
[ ] Salvation army/goodwill/value village
[ ] old navy
[ ] nautica
[ ] name brands
[ ] Victorias secret
[ ] whatever is at the thrift store
[ ] Eddie Bauer
[ ] Hot Topic
[X] Anything
[ ] express
Shoe Brands?
[ ] Sandles, the correct terminology
[X] Flip-Flops
[ ] Rainbows
[ ] Nike
[X] Adidas
[ ] reebok
[ ] Billabong
[X] Roxy
[X] Puma
[ ] Jack purcells
[X] Uggs
[ ] Etnies
[ ] Reefs
[X] Converse
[ ] K Swiss
[ ] Aldo
[ ] DC
[ ] Steve Madden
[ ] vans
[ ] if I like something alot I'll buy it
[X] New Balance
[ ] LEI
[ ] Payless
[ ] DVS
[ ] Es
[ ] Macbeth
your confessions:
[ ] I'm afraid of silence
[X] I am really ticklish
[ ] I'm afraid of the dark
[ ] I've collected comic books
[ ] I shut out others
[ ] I open up to others easily
[X ] I read the newspaper and watch CSPAN
[X] I love Disney movies
[X] I am a sucker for eyes
[ ] I dont like to / I don't kill bugs
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[ ] I bake well
[X] I have worn pajamas to class
[ ] I love Martha Stewart
[ ] I love to see Martha Stewart behind bars
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS
[X] I am self-conscious
[X] I love to laugh
[X] I smoke cigarettes
[X] I can't swallow pills
[ ] I bite my nails
[ ] I play computer games when I'm bored
[X] Gotten lost in the city
[X] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[ ] Made out in an elevator
[ ] Been skydiving
[ ] Been bungee jumping
[X] Bitten someone, flirtaciously
[ ] Dressed up like the opposite sex
[ ] Egged a house/car, people
[X] Smashed a car (as in wrecking one, yes..intentionally..no)
[X] Been fired
[X] Been skinny dipping
Have you ever...
[X] kissed in the rain
[X] danced in the rain
[X] seen a shooting star
[ ] proposed to anyone
[ ] gotten stitches
[X] Eaten Sushi
[X] Gotten the chicken pox
[ ] Ridden in a taxi
[ ] Been on a cruise ship
[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[X] Been on a Plane by yourself
[ ] had surgery
[ ] seen a movie more than 3 times in the theater
[X] been on stage
[X] peed somewhere other than a toilet
[ ] gotten a black eye
[ ] memorized all the dialogue in a movie
[X] watched an entire baseball game
Do you like...
[X] old movies
[X] musicals
[X] blasting music in your car
[X] foreign foods
[ ] Pokemon
[X] Christmas time
[X] donuts
[X] animals
[X]coffee
[X] tea
TWO'S OF EVERY KIND
Two Names You Go By Other Than Your Real Name
Nickel, Nikki
Two Parts of Your Heritage:
Irish, Cherokee Indian
Two Things That Scare You:
any kind of bug, someone jumping out at me
Two of Your Everyday Essentials:
cigarettes, clothes?
Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
work clothes, glasses
Two Things that Appeal to You In a Guy/Girl:
the eyes, and hands
Two of Your Favorite Hobbies:
talking to friends, "unmentionable" ;)
Two Things You Want Really Badly
to be done with school, a better job
Two Places You Want to go on Vacation:
New Zealand, New York (again)
Two Things You Want to Do Before You Die:
have a baby, own a mustang..lol
Two Things You Are Thinking About Now:
ice cream, vacation
Two people I haven't talked to in a while:
Cyndil, Jessica
Two favorite animals:
kittens, puppies
Two Reasons you're doing this survey:
i am pitiful and bored..and felt that someone else may be interested in my answers?
Spell your name without vowels:
ncle
How many pairs of jeans do you own?:
like 1..lol
How many are designer?:
they are target brand
What color do you wear most often?
white..i have a lot of white tshirts
Least favourite color?
gray..it makes me feel sad
Least favourite color combination?
purple and orange
Last song heard on the radio?
I am going with skwirral on this one..(my playlist)..collide by colbie caillat
What's for dinner tonight?
whatever fast food seems good..lol
Are you happy with your life right now?
for the most part
Tell me a secret about one of your siblings:
since i am such a good sister..i would never do that
Who last called you on ur cell phone?
Kayla..i had to look lol..so many people call me
[Do you own a...]
- PS2?: yes
- XBOX?: no
- PSP?: yes
-Gamecube?: no, but i do own a wii : D
- SIDEKICK?: no
- DIGITAL CAMERA?: yes
In what state or country do you want to go to school after high school?
Imma hafta say Alabama cuz thats where i go to school..haha
Do you shop at stores like Hollister, Abercrombie?
not usually
How do you make money?:
The Movie Gallery is my employer..although my pay is pitiful..so i barely make money
Last thing you bought over 50 dollars?
probly groceries
How's the weather?:
finally not raining! nice and sunny
When do you start summer break?:
in May
Are you missing someone right now?:
yes
What chores do you have around the house?
dishes..more laundry..
One word to describe you:
hungry..lol
Favorite pair of shoes:
my new balances..so comfy
Do you own a pair of big sunglasses?
yes
Do you find yourself attractive?:
no
What would you rather be doing right now?:
eating
What should you be doing right now?
eating..lol
Last text message you recieved?:
arthur
Who did you hug today?:
arthur
How many beds did you lay in yesterday?
one..mine
What color shirt are you wearing?
This would assume that I was wearing one...just kidding..yellow
Name one thing that you do everyday?
brush my teeth
Whats the color of your bedroom walls?
gray
How much cash do you have on you right now?
a little over a hundred dollars and some change
Whats your favorite sport?
football..to watch anyway
I cant wait till..?
whatever day that i can take a vacation..and graduation (like 2 years away..lol)
When was the last time you saw your dad?
this past Christmas for my bio, yesterday for my adopted
Who got you to join MySpace?
no one..i just did it myself one day waaaay before myspace was a big thing
What did you have for dinner last nite?
fried chicken, thank the gods for having a friend that works with me
Is Tom on your MySpace friends list?
yes
Look to your left. Whats there?
depending on how far i look to the left there is: my printer..some school books, an ashtray, my digital camera, lots of important papers (all of this on the table to the left of me)
What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from someone?
some gauchos, that ive had for like 2 years now lol
What website do you visit the most?
probly yahoo mail, myspace, and live journal as of here recently
Do you have plants in your room?
no
Does anything hurt on your body right now?
my back, and my butt bone..which is why im having to sit on a donut (i know, TMI) :/
What city was your last taxicab ride in?
never have rode in one
Do you own a picture phone?
yes
Recent time you were really upset?
last week
Last...
1. Person you saw: jennie (my manager at work)
2. Person you hugged: arthur
3. Person you shopped with: arthur and my brother brandon
4. IM: skwirral
5. Song you listened to: Vulnerable by Secondhand Serenade
What are you doing now:
Vulnerable by Secondhand Serenade
What are you doing tonight:
going to Jasper most likely
What are you going to eat for lunch tomorrow?
whatever i seem to find that seems good
- Location:my house
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:Nothing But the Taillights by Clint Black
